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Is God in the Fire?

April 12, 2025 Nancy Carroll

Looks like the Eye of Mordor. Do you see the falling star above the flame?

Bill and I experienced our first wildfire in November.
 
We never dreamed it would be on our property.

Three lights: Fire, sunset, porch light

With dear out-of-town friends visiting, we decided to spend a Monday night at our country cottage on Whisper Woods Lake. It’s only 35 minutes from our house but a world away from the city. They planned to make homemade pasta. We were excited. As we neared our place at about 4:30 p.m., I wondered why sunset was so early as I saw a smoky orange haze in the sky

My first thought was who strung white Christmas lights through the woods across from our small lake? Did someone pour a line of gasoline and light it? It took a minute to realize this was a real forest fire.
 
Grabbing buckets, we ran towards it. We tried dousing the flames with lake water. That was like trying to control an anthill by stomping on it. We saw the fire advancing in lines and patches of flames throughout the woods.
 
We called 911 and kenneled our dogs.
 
Our property is so rural I had to drive to the main county road (dodging abandoned mobile homes) so I could open the gate, wait for the volunteer fire department, flag them down, and lead them to the fire. The fire engine couldn’t make it down our narrow dirt access road so the chief followed me in his pickup truck. When he saw the extent of the fire, he realized it wasn’t just some suburban woman overreacting. Click here to see the video Paul Valerio took. 
 
The sheriff came and flew a huge drone over the woods and estimated the fire was affecting about 50 acres on three different properties. Volunteer fire fighters with water backpacks couldn’t begin to contain it. They called in the Wildfire Unit of the Alabama Forestry Commission. By then it was dark. How they got the huge bulldozer down to our property I’ll never know. They started plowing through the woods to create a firebreak.

As the sun set, the woods glowed red and reflected in the water.  It was awesome, awful, beautiful, and eerie all at the same time.  It was like a scene from The Lord of the Rings with the red eye of Mordor throbbing right there in Vincent, Alabama.

All I could do was stay out of the way, take photos, and pray.
 
O God, please don’t let anyone be hurt. The firefighters with their water packs, shovels, and axes. Neighbors whizzing around on four-wheelers in the dark. Our friends watering the ground around our cottage.
 
O God, spare our cottage and our neighbor’s structures. Please don’t let the fire reach the gas line that runs close to our property (imagining a cinema-worthy BOOM!)
 
O Lord, bring rain. Most of the state of Alabama was in a month-long drought, tinder dry, and under fire bans. (They think the fire started from a neighbor’s weekend campfire.)
 
After they determined the bulldozer stopped the fire from advancing, the fire chief felt it was safe to let the rest of the fire die out as it reached the water’s edge. Everyone left sooty and tired, but unharmed and satisfied. We celebrated with a very late dinner, pondering what just happened.
 
 We woke the next morning to the smell of lingering smoke and the sound of gentle rain, although there had been only a 30 percent chance of precipitation. Our friends left to return to Georgia. Bill and I tramped through the blackened woods seeing flaming potholes where the fatwood resin in the tree stumps kept burning. It felt like another scene from The Lord of Rings with columns of smoke in a blackened landscape rising around us. Even two weeks later, trees continued to smoke and burn internally.

To the world, it might have looked like an effective controlled burn. But I knew God controlled that fire.
 
It is ironic that our vision for our Whisper Woods Lake property is based on 1 Kings 19. The prophet Elijah, weary and confused after battling the evil Queen Jezebel, crawls under a broom tree to sleep, eat, whine, and try to hear from God. After he rested, this is what he heard:
 
“Go, stand on the mountain at attention before God. God will pass by. A hurricane wind ripped through the mountains and shattered the rocks before God, but God wasn’t to be found in the wind; after the wind an earthquake, but God wasn’t in the earthquake; and after the earthquake fire, but God wasn’t in the fire; and after the fire a gentle and quiet whisper.” 1 Kings 19:11-12 MSG
 
What whisper did I hear from God after the fire?
 
I had been in a prayer drought for many months. What I had been believing was, “God works but maybe not for me.” I could see others whose prayers were answered but I was waiting and running low on faith, feeling alone and confused.
 
I was like whiny Elijah.  Crawling under the broom tree, wondering if I was the last one left on God’s team or if God had forgotten me.
 
In this spiritual as well as real 911 moment, I prayed and asked others to pray. And they did, believing for me. On the morning after the fire, I could sense God’s whisper as I heard the gentle rain, rain I had convinced myself by the weather app wouldn’t come.
 
I couldn’t get around God’s specific answers to our prayers:
 
I prayed no one would get hurt. No one was hurt.
 
I prayed that no structures would be harmed. The fire was contained to undeveloped land.
 
I prayed for rain. God sent the rain despite the meteorologists’ calculations.
 
He answered in ways I didn’t “think” of praying.
 
The fire chief pointed out that after weeks of low humidity, it was at 100 percent humidity that evening which kept the fire from leaping up into the crown of the trees.
 
We rarely go to our cottage on a Monday afternoon in November. We arrived “right on time” to get help. If we hadn’t, who knows how long it would have been until someone discovered the fire. 
 
Our neighbors came and helped us. I had been in despair over the huge divide in our nation in the weeks before the election. But in this emergency, there was no Red or Blue. There were just neighbors helping neighbors, asking for nothing in return.
 
Like with Elijah, God whispered that he was there in my confusion, isolation, and weariness. He heard and answered my prayers right on time. I was humbled by his grace and power to his unbelieving daughter.
 
In early January we saw green sprouts in the still-black ash along the trail.

Photo by Bill Carroll

It reminded me of Romans 15:13 in the Message:
 
Oh! May the God of green hope fill you up with joy, fill you up with peace, so that your believing lives, filled with the life-giving energy of the Holy Spirit, will brim over with hope!
 
He answered beyond my requests.
 
He was in the fire.
 
He was the whisper after the fire.
 
He is the God of green hope.
 
In my drought of unbelief, he whispered that I am not alone. He is with me. And he sent his reinforcements. 

Thank you to all who prayed and all who helped: Vincent Volunteer Fire Department, Harpersville Fire Department, Shelby County Sheriff’s Department, Alabama Forestry Commission Wildfire Unit, our Vincent neighbors, and our friends Paul Valerio and Elizabeth and Connor Butz who helped douse the fire and fed us pasta and left with good stories.
 

In Broomtree Ministry, Community, Confessions, Courage, Scripture, Soul Care, Story, Uncategorized Tags fire, Vincent AL, Elijah, Whisper Woods Laek, nancy carroll, nancywcarroll
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Beauty Refresher: Lucy Farmer, Jewelry and Home Designer, Artist, Curator, Encourager

April 12, 2025 Nancy Carroll

Beauty Refreshers features those who inspire and give me and others hope. 

Lucy Farmer amazes me as one of the most fearless of artists, free to try many forms from HGTV home flips to her own line of jewlery (Lucy's Inspired). She's an entrepreneur, a curator of beauty, a resource to artists, and a role model of living a beautiful, adventurous life. We're privileged to have her as chairman of the board of InSpero.

She is a "savorer" of life and beauty.  I asked what her secret was to continually being inspired.

"Life can be fast-paced, full of responsibilities and tasks that keep us moving from one moment to the next. But in the rush, we often overlook the simple beauty that surrounds us every day. Whether it's the golden light filtering through your window in the morning, the quiet rhythm of your breath, or the smile of a stranger, there is beauty in the smallest details.

Slowing down just enough to notice these moments can transform your day. It doesn’t have to be grand or elaborate; it can be as simple as savoring your morning coffee, feeling the cool breeze on your skin, or appreciating the colors in a blooming flower. These small pauses invite us to reconnect with ourselves and the world around us.

When we make time to see and appreciate the beauty in our everyday lives, we find joy and presence even in the midst of chaos. The world offers these moments of wonder all the time—we just have to remember to look for them."

A little about Lucy from her website:

"Discover beauty in life through art, travel, and design.  From hand-made journals to hats to jewelry, I am an avid crafter and maker. I’m excited to share my journey of being an artist and making my own path. You’ll enjoy learning how to tap into new creative activities, as well as make them a part of your life and home."

Check out Lucy's many creative passions at her instagram/facebook/youtube/tiktok/pinterest 

In Beauty Refresher, Story, Uncategorized Tags Lucy Farmer, Lucy Inspired, nancyw, curator, designer
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Live Lightly

April 12, 2025 Nancy Carroll

What if people are attracted not just by light but by lightness?
 
Do I think I make Jesus attractive by my gravitas, seriousness, burden-bearing, sighing? 
 
So be content with who you are, and don’t put on airs. God’s strong hand is on you; he’ll promote you at the right time. Live carefree before God; he is most careful with you. 1 Peter 5:6-7 MSG
 
What if I really believed he cares for me, is careful with me, that he will not let me be blown away if I live lightly? This downy feather responds to the breath of the wind. It floats. It rests. It doesn't cast stones; but even without much substance, it does casts a big shadow.  
 
Would you rather imagine children chasing feathers, dandelion seeds, bubbles, and butterflies or strapping on heavy backpacks? What if we tantalize them with our lightness instead of breaking them with heavy burdens? 
 
“Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you’ll recover your life. I’ll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won’t lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly.” Matt 5:16 MSG
 
What would it feel like to live “freely and lightly" and not labor so hard in my Christian life? 
 
Then Jesus said, “When I sent you out and told you to travel light, to take only the bare necessities, did you get along all right?” “Certainly,” they said, “we got along just fine.” Luke 22:35 MSG
 
Travel light. Let God carry the heavy stuff. 
 
(I've begun a 100-day project of choosing one of my photos and thinking of one word and Scriptures that resonate with it. And all the questions stirring inside. Because as I grow older, I'm living in the questions much more than the answers. I'll feature a few of my photo-words in upcoming newsletters.)

In Confessions, Creativity, Laughing at the Future, Scripture, Soul Care, Spiritual Direction, Story Tags Live lightly, Feather, nancywcarroll, photo reflections, lightly
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What's On Your Tombstone?

April 12, 2025 Nancy Carroll

Photo by Bill Carroll

It sounds morbid but I love to wander in graveyards and read tombstones. Last year on a visit to Scotland, we explored Glasgow’s Necropolis. Ornate statues, monuments, and mausoleums fill the hill overlooking the city. The oldest grave reads 1832.

Most of the messages etched in stone detail age, and day and year of birth and death. Almost all the dead men had their occupations written in stone. Manufacturer. Physician. Cobbler. Apothecary. Magistrate. Professor.

My husband and I then traveled to Iona for a quiet pilgrimage and returned again this year. The Iona Abbey has an ancient graveyard filled with centuries of saints, lairds, kings, and commoners. The earliest tombstone goes back to 548 AD.

 The gravestones were simpler than in Glasgow’s Necropolis. No huge monuments. Most of the words were faded or filled in with moss and lichen and the headstones broken or tipped. If you could read them, the words often simply read: Father. Mother. Son. Daughter.

What “role” could be etched for me? I’ve let go of all the job titles I’ve held.

What would I want on my tombstone?  And why?

I sensed God answering my prayer with a gentle question: Why would you want anything more than “Beloved?” It’s the only descriptor needed. I am the beloved daughter of the King of Kings, and through Jesus Christ, he is well pleased with me.

That one word is enough.

Beloved


Gently again, He nudged me about the precious titles I do have. Wife. Mother. Friend. Many long for those roles more than any job or achievement.

 When my gravestone cracks and the words fade, it won’t matter, because in Heaven there will be no dates or titles. We will all be forever beloved.

In Confessions, Soul Care, Story, Uncategorized Tags Iona, Tombstone, Beloved
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