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Is God in the Fire?

April 12, 2025 Nancy Carroll

Looks like the Eye of Mordor. Do you see the falling star above the flame?

Bill and I experienced our first wildfire in November.
 
We never dreamed it would be on our property.

Three lights: Fire, sunset, porch light

With dear out-of-town friends visiting, we decided to spend a Monday night at our country cottage on Whisper Woods Lake. It’s only 35 minutes from our house but a world away from the city. They planned to make homemade pasta. We were excited. As we neared our place at about 4:30 p.m., I wondered why sunset was so early as I saw a smoky orange haze in the sky

My first thought was who strung white Christmas lights through the woods across from our small lake? Did someone pour a line of gasoline and light it? It took a minute to realize this was a real forest fire.
 
Grabbing buckets, we ran towards it. We tried dousing the flames with lake water. That was like trying to control an anthill by stomping on it. We saw the fire advancing in lines and patches of flames throughout the woods.
 
We called 911 and kenneled our dogs.
 
Our property is so rural I had to drive to the main county road (dodging abandoned mobile homes) so I could open the gate, wait for the volunteer fire department, flag them down, and lead them to the fire. The fire engine couldn’t make it down our narrow dirt access road so the chief followed me in his pickup truck. When he saw the extent of the fire, he realized it wasn’t just some suburban woman overreacting. Click here to see the video Paul Valerio took. 
 
The sheriff came and flew a huge drone over the woods and estimated the fire was affecting about 50 acres on three different properties. Volunteer fire fighters with water backpacks couldn’t begin to contain it. They called in the Wildfire Unit of the Alabama Forestry Commission. By then it was dark. How they got the huge bulldozer down to our property I’ll never know. They started plowing through the woods to create a firebreak.

As the sun set, the woods glowed red and reflected in the water.  It was awesome, awful, beautiful, and eerie all at the same time.  It was like a scene from The Lord of the Rings with the red eye of Mordor throbbing right there in Vincent, Alabama.

All I could do was stay out of the way, take photos, and pray.
 
O God, please don’t let anyone be hurt. The firefighters with their water packs, shovels, and axes. Neighbors whizzing around on four-wheelers in the dark. Our friends watering the ground around our cottage.
 
O God, spare our cottage and our neighbor’s structures. Please don’t let the fire reach the gas line that runs close to our property (imagining a cinema-worthy BOOM!)
 
O Lord, bring rain. Most of the state of Alabama was in a month-long drought, tinder dry, and under fire bans. (They think the fire started from a neighbor’s weekend campfire.)
 
After they determined the bulldozer stopped the fire from advancing, the fire chief felt it was safe to let the rest of the fire die out as it reached the water’s edge. Everyone left sooty and tired, but unharmed and satisfied. We celebrated with a very late dinner, pondering what just happened.
 
 We woke the next morning to the smell of lingering smoke and the sound of gentle rain, although there had been only a 30 percent chance of precipitation. Our friends left to return to Georgia. Bill and I tramped through the blackened woods seeing flaming potholes where the fatwood resin in the tree stumps kept burning. It felt like another scene from The Lord of Rings with columns of smoke in a blackened landscape rising around us. Even two weeks later, trees continued to smoke and burn internally.

To the world, it might have looked like an effective controlled burn. But I knew God controlled that fire.
 
It is ironic that our vision for our Whisper Woods Lake property is based on 1 Kings 19. The prophet Elijah, weary and confused after battling the evil Queen Jezebel, crawls under a broom tree to sleep, eat, whine, and try to hear from God. After he rested, this is what he heard:
 
“Go, stand on the mountain at attention before God. God will pass by. A hurricane wind ripped through the mountains and shattered the rocks before God, but God wasn’t to be found in the wind; after the wind an earthquake, but God wasn’t in the earthquake; and after the earthquake fire, but God wasn’t in the fire; and after the fire a gentle and quiet whisper.” 1 Kings 19:11-12 MSG
 
What whisper did I hear from God after the fire?
 
I had been in a prayer drought for many months. What I had been believing was, “God works but maybe not for me.” I could see others whose prayers were answered but I was waiting and running low on faith, feeling alone and confused.
 
I was like whiny Elijah.  Crawling under the broom tree, wondering if I was the last one left on God’s team or if God had forgotten me.
 
In this spiritual as well as real 911 moment, I prayed and asked others to pray. And they did, believing for me. On the morning after the fire, I could sense God’s whisper as I heard the gentle rain, rain I had convinced myself by the weather app wouldn’t come.
 
I couldn’t get around God’s specific answers to our prayers:
 
I prayed no one would get hurt. No one was hurt.
 
I prayed that no structures would be harmed. The fire was contained to undeveloped land.
 
I prayed for rain. God sent the rain despite the meteorologists’ calculations.
 
He answered in ways I didn’t “think” of praying.
 
The fire chief pointed out that after weeks of low humidity, it was at 100 percent humidity that evening which kept the fire from leaping up into the crown of the trees.
 
We rarely go to our cottage on a Monday afternoon in November. We arrived “right on time” to get help. If we hadn’t, who knows how long it would have been until someone discovered the fire. 
 
Our neighbors came and helped us. I had been in despair over the huge divide in our nation in the weeks before the election. But in this emergency, there was no Red or Blue. There were just neighbors helping neighbors, asking for nothing in return.
 
Like with Elijah, God whispered that he was there in my confusion, isolation, and weariness. He heard and answered my prayers right on time. I was humbled by his grace and power to his unbelieving daughter.
 
In early January we saw green sprouts in the still-black ash along the trail.

Photo by Bill Carroll

It reminded me of Romans 15:13 in the Message:
 
Oh! May the God of green hope fill you up with joy, fill you up with peace, so that your believing lives, filled with the life-giving energy of the Holy Spirit, will brim over with hope!
 
He answered beyond my requests.
 
He was in the fire.
 
He was the whisper after the fire.
 
He is the God of green hope.
 
In my drought of unbelief, he whispered that I am not alone. He is with me. And he sent his reinforcements. 

Thank you to all who prayed and all who helped: Vincent Volunteer Fire Department, Harpersville Fire Department, Shelby County Sheriff’s Department, Alabama Forestry Commission Wildfire Unit, our Vincent neighbors, and our friends Paul Valerio and Elizabeth and Connor Butz who helped douse the fire and fed us pasta and left with good stories.
 

In Broomtree Ministry, Community, Confessions, Courage, Scripture, Soul Care, Story, Uncategorized Tags fire, Vincent AL, Elijah, Whisper Woods Laek, nancy carroll, nancywcarroll
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Live Lightly

April 12, 2025 Nancy Carroll

What if people are attracted not just by light but by lightness?
 
Do I think I make Jesus attractive by my gravitas, seriousness, burden-bearing, sighing? 
 
So be content with who you are, and don’t put on airs. God’s strong hand is on you; he’ll promote you at the right time. Live carefree before God; he is most careful with you. 1 Peter 5:6-7 MSG
 
What if I really believed he cares for me, is careful with me, that he will not let me be blown away if I live lightly? This downy feather responds to the breath of the wind. It floats. It rests. It doesn't cast stones; but even without much substance, it does casts a big shadow.  
 
Would you rather imagine children chasing feathers, dandelion seeds, bubbles, and butterflies or strapping on heavy backpacks? What if we tantalize them with our lightness instead of breaking them with heavy burdens? 
 
“Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you’ll recover your life. I’ll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won’t lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly.” Matt 5:16 MSG
 
What would it feel like to live “freely and lightly" and not labor so hard in my Christian life? 
 
Then Jesus said, “When I sent you out and told you to travel light, to take only the bare necessities, did you get along all right?” “Certainly,” they said, “we got along just fine.” Luke 22:35 MSG
 
Travel light. Let God carry the heavy stuff. 
 
(I've begun a 100-day project of choosing one of my photos and thinking of one word and Scriptures that resonate with it. And all the questions stirring inside. Because as I grow older, I'm living in the questions much more than the answers. I'll feature a few of my photo-words in upcoming newsletters.)

In Confessions, Creativity, Laughing at the Future, Scripture, Soul Care, Spiritual Direction, Story Tags Live lightly, Feather, nancywcarroll, photo reflections, lightly
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Recalibrating Practices: Live a Life of Wonder

September 10, 2021 Nancy Carroll

My bucket list has shortened as the years go by. Maybe no marathon or New York Times best-seller. But hold me to this goal: I want to keep clapping until the very end. I never, never want to lose the sense of wonder.

We recently returned from a trip to Seabrook Island, SC, one of the three places in the world where dolphins “strand fish.” The mama dolphins teach their calves to herd fish and push them up on shore. I got to see it. I clapped and hugged strangers. (Yes, they backed away. Yes, I apologized.)

If I had to choose only one word from my acronym G.R.O.W.L (Gratitude, Resilience, Obedience, Wonder, Laughter), it would be wonder. Because I shiver when I consider what’s the opposite of wonder: boredom, cynicism, apathy, joylessness, weariness.

Wonder is a choice.

“Your eyes are windows into your body. If you open your eyes wide in wonder and belief, your body fills up with light. If you live squinty-eyed in greed and distrust, your body is a dank cellar. If you pull the blinds on your windows, what a dark life you will have!” Matthew 6:21-23 MSG

Wonder = Worship.

How can you make living a life of wonder a spiritual practice? Think of “wonder” as both a noun and verb.

Wonder as a noun: Live in wonder. Slow down, pay attention and observe the world around you. (At least once a day.) Clapping is optional but find your own way of saying “Wow!” back to God.

Wonder as a verb: Ask yourself (with a stress on curiosity, not doubt), “I wonder what God is doing here?” Breathe in a God bigger, more beautiful and better than you, whose ways are not your ways, whose timing is not your timing. Practice wonder-worship in all your waiting rooms. A wonder which embraces mystery and lives in the questions, not the answers.

In this midst of these dark and despairing days, Wendell Berry shows me how to practice wonder so I can “for a time I rest in the grace of the world.”

The Peace of Wild Things

by Wendell Berry 

When despair for the world grows in me
and I wake in the night at the least sound
in fear of what my life and my children’s lives may be,
I go and lie down where the wood drake
rests in his beauty on the water, and the great heron feeds.
I come into the peace of wild things
who do not tax their lives with forethought
of grief. I come into the presence of still water.
And I feel above me the day-blind stars
waiting with their light. For a time
I rest in the grace of the world, and am free.

Pray that the gospel will never lose its wonder for you. Sing “And Can it Be?” and other hymns to remember the wonder of it all God has done for you through Jesus Christ. Scripture shouts of the wonder of God and his world.

“We pray that you’ll have the strength to stick it out over the long haul—not the grim strength of gritting your teeth but the glory-strength God gives. It is strength that endures the unendurable and spills over into joy, thanking the Father who makes us strong enough to take part in everything bright and beautiful that he has for us. . . . He was supreme in the beginning and—leading the resurrection parade—he is supreme in the end. From beginning to end he’s there, towering far above everything, everyone. So spacious is he, so roomy, that everything of God finds its proper place in him without crowding. Not only that, but all the broken and dislocated pieces of the universe—people and things, animals and atoms—get properly fixed and fit together in vibrant harmonies, all because of his death, his blood that poured down from the cross.” Col 1:11-12, 18-20 MSG

Apostle Paul never lost the wonder that Christ saved him. It reminds me of this quote from John Newton, the former slaver and writer of the hymn, Amazing Grace. “Although my memory's fading, I remember two things very clearly: I am a great sinner and Christ is a great Savior.” I’ll be the one clapping as I follow Christ leading the Resurrection Parade.

(Photo credit: Bill Carroll)

In Confessions, Nancy W Carroll, Recalibrating Practices, Scripture, Soul Care Tags Seabrook Island, Kiawah Island, Dolphins, Strand Feeding, Stranding, Wonder, Wendell Berry, spiritual practices, recalibrating practices, Live in Wonder
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II Corinthians Study Now Available!

September 10, 2021 Nancy Carroll
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What is Real?

“What is real?” asked the Velveteen Rabbit. The Skin Horse said, “Real isn’t how you are made, it is a thing that happens when you are loved for a long, long time. Generally, by the time you are real most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don’t matter at all, because once you are REAL you can’t be ugly except to those who don’t understand.
Once you are real you can’t become unreal again. It lasts for always.” 

Margery Williams, The Velveteen Rabbit 

“So we’re not giving up. How could we! Even though on the outside it often looks like things are falling apart on us, on the inside, where God is making new life, not a day goes by without his unfolding grace. These hard times are small potatoes compared to the coming good times, the lavish celebration prepared for us. There’s far more here than meets the eye. The things we see now are here today, gone tomorrow. But the things we can’t see now will last forever.”

II Corinthians 4:16-18 MSG

What Does it Mean to Be a “Real” Christian?

Pandemics. Politics, Social struggles. Global tragedies. These past years have felt unreal. But what has been most crazy making for me is the deep divisions in the Church. How can we find our way back to loving each other and our neighbors and seeking His Kingdom? I need reality checks: Scripture; honest, diverse community; prayer. I need to continually recalibrate back to the Christ revealed in Scripture.


Now Available!
Reality Christianity: A Study of II Corinthians

Radiating Christ in Our Cracked Lives


It's a perfect time to sink into II Corinthians. This epistle presents what "reality Christianity" is and how a "real" Christian lives, loves, and ministers. (P.S. It's hard and messy.) It is Paul's most personal letter to one of his most difficult churches. It reveals the paradox of living out the Christian faith.

Reality Christianity: A Study of II Corinthians / Radiating Christ in Our Cracked Lives is now available on Amazon. (If you would like bulk orders, contact me at nancy@nancywcarroll.com) 

Through this study in II Corinthians, I pray you will:

  • Know and love the real Christ, and relish and radiate Him.

  • Know and love the real “you,” and drop veils to reveal yourself to others.

  • Embrace the reality that “real” ministry is through Christ’s power in your brokenness and weakness.

How do we live in the tension of the “both/and” life Christ offers us? In this 13-week study, you will discover how God enters into your hardest realities. 

  • The Reality of Suffering/The Reality of Our Comforting God

  • The Reality of Failure/The Reality of Our Faithful God

  • The Reality of Our Inability/The Reality of Our Covenantal God

  • The Reality of Cracked Pots/The Reality of Our Radiating God

  • The Reality of Brokenness/The Reality of Our Reconciling God

  • The Reality of REALationships/The Reality of Our Redeeming God

  • The Reality of Reaping/The Reality of Our Enriching God

  • The Reality of Spiritual Warfare/The Reality of Our Powerful God

  • The Reality of Weakness/The Reality of Our Sufficient God

  • The Reality of “REALigion”/The Reality of Christ IN Us

Ephesians Study Also Available!

I'm thrilled with the different groups around the country studying Ephesians  God's Great Mystery Revealed: In Christ, In His Church.  It is available on Amazon or by contacting me at nancy@nancywcarroll.com. Here's some of the feedback on the study: 

"Nancy does such a great job of making the study very 'user friendly.' She has an amazing ability to communicate and teach that is applicable for all spiritual ages. Thoroughly enjoyed the Ephesians study and can’t wait for her other studies to be published!"

"This study was an answered prayer. I was looking to dive deeper in the word & WOW did this exceed my expectations. The prompts allowed for personal reflection & growth. It is a great reminder of who we are in Christ and how to live as a believer. Nancy has a wonderful gift for words and creating the image of how each of us fit into the bigger piece of God’s masterpiece. I thoroughly enjoyed it."

"A great tool to dig into Ephesians verse by verse. Wonderful morning quiet time; the questions relating to the Scriptures were relevant and applicable. Great for a discipleship group."

The Ephesians and II Corinthians studies are part of the 10-book  "Beholding-is-Becoming" series which connects people to the love of Christ through intimate, intelligent, and accessible Scripture studies using an integrated head/heart/hands rhythm with:

  • 10-minute daily devotional questions (and an “express” version for those overwhelmed by life)

  • Discovery sheets for deeper, personal connection with Scripture

  • Concise commentary

  • Guides for teachers and facilitators


In Bible Studies, Community, Nancy W Carroll, Scripture, Soul Care Tags Bible studies, 2 Corinthians, II Corinthians, Reality Check, Reality Christianity, Grace, Beholding is Becoming, Nancy Carroll, Nancy W Carroll, nancywcarroll.com
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